as for today's prayer before i sleep,

Appreciate God for family, friends, and special ones and that im having this breathe right now.
Confess my sins to God of bad tantrum, being hurtful, hard words, ignorance.
Thank God for the people i hurt still standing by my side.
Seek God for forgiveness, and to have faith that everything will work out fine.

it's good that i've been making good full use of my holidays.
planning is indeed very important.

have been job hopping around as well!
trying various stuff to see what exactly interest me, what doesnt.
waiter seriously is a huge turn off.

been exercising and working out as well.
however running is always my weakness.
damn blooooody lazy.



and im keeping faith in the long run for the both of us.

I smell...
FREEEEEDOM! (with the exception of cl b listening tmr)

yup it's been an insane ride.
but yes, at last.

great to graduate but sucks to leave the awesome classmates i have
though i foresee us meeting up often for soccer games.

well,
i've started work already,
at FOO House which is right outside my house,
incredible place for catchup, or drinks, or just a chill out.
i still cant take orders cos people talk way too fast.
and im considering working at a breadshop actually.
same rate - less work.

I've started baptism classes as well,
good to always get the foundation right,
and it's only right that i try to be a better man, better person,
someone who injects good influences on other people lives
though that hasnt actually been the case so far.

and im in a committee for my church's boxing day event!
christmas is always a wonderful event for people to gather and celebrate.

who's organising a christmas party this year!
:D


Jeremy Lucas wants to see his long lost friends!

oh my i cant wait to turn 18

though i never ever wanna grow up
nevernevernever
i wanna do stupid dumbass stuff and get away with it.

so Os is unofficially over,
it's been one hell of a ride.
seriously, it sucks not to realised the importance of it earlier,
but it's a relief it's over!

been catching up with my one tree hill, and i think i'll be starting work soon.
think i made an awesome decision by working nearby,
choosing convenience over highly overrated jobs.

been buying lots of stuff as well,
spending unnecesarry money on stuff
not too proud of it but yeah, to hell with it, im starting work.

TO ALL WHOM I'VE NEGLECTED,
MEET UP SOON!

AND TO ALL WARRIORS TAKING As,
ALL THE BEST!

it's a sacrifice.
perhaps
a mixture? :/

i'm 4 papers down, 2 to go.
i dare say i've already flopped my amath.
but thank god im going the poly route which requires to include the rest of my remaining subjects.

every night is terrifying, knowing that there's so little time for so many things.
i've never spend so much money on cab before.
paying to save that extra hour of travelling.

sometimes i just refuse to be positive, not wanting to give myself false hope and lie to myself. if i know im not there yet, then i really am not there yet.
but once in a while, i still do look in the long run.

5 months of holidays.
with several plans up in place, how can i not be excited.

bangkok trip, malaysia with the guys?, malaysia with family?, and my dearest america.

and to work for a sexy body!

OH i must say im damn disappointed that we all couldn't celebrate halloween this year. i had this idea in mind all year and damn, i couldnt celebrate! i think i've thought of something for next year's one already woohoo!

im off to write an essay before it all starts over again tomorrow...